Day 28: Picture day and homework

Homework. Always on Sunday, is the ever looming homework.

I have a chapter to read, another chapter to read for a different class, an article to read and write a one page summary on, music to look over.. the list seems endless.

It'll probably only take me a couple hours but, still. Its stressful.

Ooh, I put on some lipstick, now I am fully prepared for today.

Not really I'm not normally a lipstick girl but, today's my final picture day ever so why not.

So, ever since I was born my Mom has taken me to JCPenney to take yearly pictures. I've had one from age one to now age eighteen. And this is my final one. Its sad but also exciting. Sad my childhood is gone, exciting that I'm moving onto my next stage in life.

Also fun because we always go shopping afterwards too.

Regardless, its an interesting day, with homework, Superbowl, pictures, and such.

Going to be honest, the senioritis is starting to hit me, hard. So this copious pile of homework does not bode well for me. I'll probably just end up doing the bare minimum that won't get me killed on Monday.

So basically read one chapter for APES and read the article. I'm so goddamn lazy lately, forserious.

Anyway, I've noticed that people my age have trouble letting go of things and moving on with life. This troubles me. For example, if you don't know what I mean, people my age cling to dying relationships. The ever present "break-up/get back together" couple. Ok, maybe this is a cruel assessment. Maybe its more of a human problem, because I know adults this way too. They can't accept when something isn't working, when love just isn't enough, and hold onto things that do nothing but hurt them.

On the flip side, there are also people who throw relationships away too fast. I was one of those people, but I hope to stop that pattern.

So I guess, like always, its the goal to find a happy medium. Where you try hard enough, but you also know when trying isn't enough anymore. That's tough, finding that middle ground. Porbably why relationships are so messy.

Sorry, I just ranted about this last night so its in the forefront of my mind.

Regardless, happy medium. It always seems to be the best.

I hope you find your happy medium.

Love,

Grace