There is another possibility of a cold day tomorrow.
God damn.
That excites me but terrifies me all at once.
Why?
Because now I'm going to be as lazy as sin tonight because of it, and I don't quite want to take my bible literacy test tomorrow. But at the same time I am so sick of missing school.
So its a confusing struggle.
Just thinking more about the bible literacy test makes me want to curl up in a corner and die. And based off the fact that mere mention of a possible cold day makes me not want to study dooms me if we have school tomorrow. So maybe I'm leaning more on the side of no.
But I have to study otherwise we WILL have school tomorrow and i'll be royally screwed.
The confusing struggle continues.
And now I'm trying to put on dance tights and type and this is all a disaster.
Well now I'm all better. I think.
Gah I might have to pee, and I just got tights and a leotard on.
Nope, nope, I do not have to pee. I refuse.
I just hope I don't have any more chest pains like I did earlier in the week. That was scary and uncomfortable. If it happens again I'll be very sad and angry all at once.
I really don't want to have to sit out again. I mean, my death drops suck ass so I guess it might be good if I sit out but still it would be awful. If I start dancing and it happens again so quickly, I swear...
I will not be a happy camper.
I will actually be quite a very UNhappy camper.
Oh well, must finish getting ready and trying not to freak out about tomorrow.
Have a fantastic night, you.
Love,
Grace
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