Day 35: Boys and pokemon

So I was really stressing out about my ex last time we talked.

Then this boy I have a baby crush on started texting me. and ever since I've been in such a good mood.

Its so tempting to go back to what you know, what's familiar, what you're used to. And unfortunately, I'm used to pining after boys who don't want me. But now I have an opportunity at a boy who might actually like me and I might actually like back and I have to take it.

I have to forget about my ex.

It may be hard at first, but in all honesty if he's ignoring me and being cold, does he really deserve my affections? Does he really deserve it over a boy who cares?

Not really.

So here I am, taking a new step with a new boy. And i hope it all goes well, or at least helps me get over my ex.

Wish me luck.

Oh and we've been playing Pokemon as a bonding thing, is that weird? Kind of. Oh well. Its fun :)

I'm having fun. I'm enjoying my life. I'm being productive again.

I couldn't be happier.

I just can't wait to see what happens between us. If it works or not, this decision was worth it.

I hope you have a lovely day too.

Love,

Grace