I basically had a dream where I was willing to jump on anyone, even a girl and I am very not attracted to women. So obviously my hormones are on overdrive lately.
That might not bode well if the boy and I hang out today haha
But seriously. I hope nothing too sexual happens, we have only been talking for two weeks and only hung out twice if you count today. O_O I don't need to push things too fast.
I just really like him. And I really want him to kiss me. Is that so bad?
Considering I'm willing to jump anyone right now, maybe kind of.
Oh, hormones.
Anyway, Kenzie's contemplating ending it with Mandy. She can't take it much longer. Mandy is stressful and doesn't keep promises and is hurtful to others and Kenzie isn't sure she can handle it anymore. What fucking sucks though is that we have no clue what Mandy might do if she loses everything. She's lost the boy, she's lost most of me, what will she do if she loses Kenzie too?
We don't know what to do with her.
Its not healthy to be around her but at the same time we don't want her to kill herself.
I just yawned. I hate yawning.
I digress.
I just don't know. I know its not healthy to be around her but I don't want to completely lose her either. I don't want her to lose it without us.
Its been an upsetting week to say the least. I just hope it gets better.
Hopefully I do hang out with the boy. If I don't I guess its ok, I'll be disappointed but I'll live. I can make plans with Kierra or something.
I just really hope things get better.
Love,
Grace
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