Wednesday, February 19, 2014

Day 42: I'm a mess

I'm angry.

I'm worried.

I'm manic.

I'm a genuine mess.

Well, I can tell I'm a little manic because I've found little use in sleeping and I've gotten shit tons of work done lately and I'm happy and hyper and a little spazzy. I've been flirting up a storm and I've been turned on like crazy and I dunno its just a mess.

Things with the boy and I are going well. Really well. I know I've said this before but we might hang out Saturday and I'm super excited.

And Mandy. We didn't talk today, like we were supposed to. Instead she auditioned for a musical she wants honestly nothing to do with so? I don't know why she's crazy? She's just going to complain about it the entire time.

I digress.

We didn't get to talk and honestly at this point I don't know if we ever will. I don't know if I want us to. I don't know.

I just want to be happy and do all my homework tonight haha.

Stress paper (how ironic) and a reflection on an article I had to read. It'll be fun.

And then of course, in the morning, it'll be math and chapter reading guide. I'll get it all done its no worries, really. Its just a bit of work and I always am able to manage everything so, whoot!

I just need to get the motivation to start any of it. That's the real struggle.

Its only about an hour or two of homework so its not really that bad, I'm just lazy as hell. That's the true problem. Senioritis has got me like POW.

I sound like a character from Borderlands 2 now, what fun.

Anyway, hope everyone's doing well. Mania for everyone!

Not really. Mania is a mess.

Anyway.

Good luck!

Love,

Grace


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