Day 23: I don't want to though

The struggle of not wanting to do something.

I love dance, ok maybe not love, but i like dance, its fun, but today.

NOOOOO

N to the O to the absolutely NOT

We had a snow day today so it just feels... wrong going ot dance. It feels awful. It feels bad. I just do not want to do it.

And this is a downside of being a high school senior, instead of getting a say in the matter, my mother has just said no.

Don't get me wrong, I love my mom. 

But I really have no desire to go. I could be doing work during that time. Work that I only want to do during that time. I just feel it very unnecessary to go when going would make me hate today and make me stay up quite late doing the work I would have done during that time.

Night is my homework time. Night and early morning.

Not this afternoon bullshit!

So basically, I am not giving up on this front. I do not want to go to dance tonight, and I think I might put my foot down on this. Seriously. I'm not going to learn much if I just hate being there while I'm there anyway.

So no dance for me!

I literally cannot go today without being majorly annoyed. So no.

I can't.

Snow day for school = snow day for dance.

End of story, please.

I guess I just don't love it like i used to. Which is fine, whatever, I'll muscle through this year. But I shouldn't also be forced to go when I really don't want to.

And also when I have homework to do.  

Ugh.

She better not make me go to dance.

I pray for my poor little soul i don't have to go. Help me pray.

Have a lovely day, I suppose.

Love,

Grace