We've finally reached the ever so delicate topic about the ones with penises or whatever you youngin' folk call them today.
Ok, who am I kidding I AM a youngin folk.
But anyway, boys. Quite a pickle, they are. Of course, the same thing can be said about girls, but its a lot more confusing from the opposite gender's point of view. And, being a young woman, boys are on my mind.
I've been kind of a mess when it comes to boys. For reasons that won't be spoken of yet, I have had quite a heartbreaker history, one that kind of continues today. Ok, not an extensive one, but I've messed with the heads of 4-5 young men, and that makes me feel awful.
So that happened. I broke up with them for dumb reasons because I was afraid of them hurting me. End of story, it was lame and inconsiderate, but I did it. Ok, well, one was because I was in love with another guy, but that's a story for another time.
Anyway, I haven't been the perfect example of a poor girl looking for love and doing nothing wrong in the process. I've done some stupid shit. I've broken hearts and had my heart broken. Nobody's perfect.
But boys. They're a mess too! Some jsut want to be loved, some just want sex, some just know they feel something and have no clue what the hell is going on, and some pick another girl over you. Shit happens.
I guess what I'm saying is nobody's perfect, and I still love boys even though they haven't been perfect to me. I still want to be around them, and love them.
Confession time: My name is Grace Jordan and I am addicted to boys.
Can't wait for college and learning and social events and... little secret... new boys. I need help. But i really do want to go to college mostly for learning.
Only mostly though ;)
I'm a mess.
Love,
Grace
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