Ok, this sounds way more dramatic than it is, but to me its pretty dramatic.
I finished Blue.
Obviously, I'm going to go back and edit it and make it better and work on the chapters, but its done. Finito. Over. I'm so happy.
I'm also so sad.
Its weird to fall in love all over again, and let go of your old love.
OH GOD I JUST SPENT AT LEAST AN HOUR IGNORING THIS.
That was not my intention.
I just got into reviewing another story and lost all thought. Whoops, distractions.
I just... I'm so excited.
I wrote a novel. I got accepted to college. I'm doing well in school. I'm happy. I have no boy troubles. If I work hard enough, I may be able to get published. I dunno, its just all so surreal. I never want to sleep, and i never want to close my eyes and wake up just to find my life had been a dream. Yes, my life has had hella shitty points. Yes, I'm still not 100% the person i want to be. But I'm getting there, and that makes me happy. One day I will be an Animal or Environmental scientist or an author, and I will not be able to think of anything better to do with my time. I don't think I'll be able to be unhappy.
Obviously I'll have lows, everyone does. But I just can't believe after this month of pure joy that life could be going anywhere but up right now.
Who knows, maybe even more stuff will start working out for me. Here's to hoping!
Wow this must be annoying, jsut hearing a girl blog about how perfect her life is right now. Well, next time, if I'm still happy, I promise to tell you guys a story. An interesting one. Maybe the one about when I puked when a boy tried to kiss me. ;)
Anyway, have a great night.
Cheers.
Love,
Grace
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