So I've made an astonishing, or not so astonishing, realization.
Let's go back to that friend I've talked about.
Whenever we fight, it basically turns into a relationship type fight, or a break up type fight, but never say the "I'm Sorry"s that seem customary for a fight. We just pretend it never happened, which I doubt is healthy.
What's even more unhealthy is that I doubt either of us are very sorry about what we said. Even though I honestly I feel she says more hurtful things when angry than I do. But oh well.
Now, onto brighter things.
Or not brighter things.
Honestly, I feel kind of depressed right now. I don't know why but I feel I want to cry and curl up in a little ball and forget the world. But I have dance tonight so I suppose I cannot do such a thing.
Guess I'll listen to sad songs and read old, sad stories and hope I can vent out all my sadness. Its probably not a healthy way to deal with sadness but its how I do things.
My hair smells likes coffee, so i guess that's nice...
Who am I kidding? I've just hit a low in my moods. I cannot help it. I'm a mess.
Here's to hoping I'll feel better tomorrow.
Cheers.
Love,
Grace
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