That friend I was talking about. Let's go back to that.
Last night she texts me after a dumb twitter fight, raging about how I have been shoving my positivity down her throat, how I have been trying to change her, and to top it all off, to rag on how 'exhausting' of a friend I am.
In most cases I literally work my ass off to be a good friend. Honestly its just her that sometimes makes my fuse short, because she's just so mean to people sometimes. But if I'm so goddamn 'exhausting', and so 'awful' to be around, why does she bother?
I feel sick to my stomach and honestly that single word, exhausting, upsets me so much.
Its just hard to bear.
Funny thing is I honestly am convinced to my core that everyone leaves or I hurt them.
And for once she's the one hurting me, and I don't know if I want to deal with it anymore.
I don't even know what to do.
Guess I'll have to figure it out over the next couple days.
Wish me luck.
Love,
Grace
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